Summary: Ed is feeling down and Winry tries to make him feel better.
Here’s the fic I promised! It takes place maybe a year-ish after the boys’ return to Resembool after the Promised Day. Sorry about all the possible typos, it’s 1 AM here so everything is possible. *prays that someone is still up to read this*
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Warnings: both Ed and Winry like swearing xD
“Ed?” Winry was
observing her almost-boyfriend (‘almost’, because there was the problem that
even though everyone seemed to be aware of Edward Elric’s feelings towards her,
he himself had never admitted it aloud) who was sitting on the living room couch
alone, looking at everything and nothing in particular.
“Hmm?” the young
man let Winry know he was listening.
“You are being
awfully quiet today,” she simply stated, although the statement held an
unspoken question in it. She wanted to know why he was acting like that.
“What, can’t a guy
just think quietly sometimes?” he challenged, although his voice was lacking
the usual sharpness.
“Of course a guy
can, but you can’t,” the girl sassed back, getting frustrated at Edward’s unwillingness
to cooperate with her.
“Oh, great, here
we go again,” Ed growled. “Can we not do this this time? I’m kinda tired.”
“Fine,” Winry huffed.
“This must be the first time ever Edward Elric has skipped an opportunity for a
verbal fight. Something’s up.”
The blonde girl
raised her eyebrow expectantly, but when he still didn’t explain himself, she
sighed. “Ed, please. Didn’t we promise that there won’t be any more secrets
between us when you returned?”
“There’s a lot you
can’t understand,” he said, the tone of his voice making it clear he was done
talking this topic.
“Excuse me? The
only thing I know is that there’s no way I can’t understand you if you don’t
even try to explain yourself!” she almost yelled the last words. She also
realized she was a lot closer to Ed than she had been a few moments earlier. So
close that she could feel his breathing on his face when he said:
“Winry. Don’t.”
With those words
he rose from his seat and exited the room, and a bit later Winry could hear the
slam of the bedroom door even from downstairs.
A tiny sob came
out of Winry. It wasn’t because she was upset about arguing with Ed, no; she
had gotten used to doing that with him when she had been four years old. No, it
was because something was so clearly bothering him, and he was refusing her help.
What could have happened that had made him so upset? Winry didn’t remember
anything particular happening that day… except that Al had gotten a letter from
Xing, and he hadn’t showed it to Ed, nor told him what the letter was about.
That was something Ed should accept, because no matter how much the brothers
had been through together, Al wasn’t obliged to share everything with him. He
was 16 now, and it was perfectly normal that he started to make his own plans,
ones that didn’t involve Edward. Even though Al hadn’t told Winry about the
letter either, she had a strong suspicion that the said letter had something to
do with his plans for the future. She wouldn’t push the younger brother,
though, because she knew he would tell them when the time was right. Right now,
Al was at the post office, supposedly sending an answer to the letter he received.
Meanwhile, she had
to deal with Ed.
At first Winry
just wanted to leave the sulking boy alone, because she knew that when he was
acting like this – like a moron – he might honestly get angry at her if she
tried to intervene, and she didn’t want that. But after about half an hour of
not being able to concentrate on anything (not even automails), she gave up and
marched up the stairs.
“Edward, I won’t
let you do this! You! Asshole! Open the door!” she yelled once she was behind
his door, secretly thankful that her granny wasn’t home, because she would be
up for a scolding (despite her age) if the older woman caught her granddaughter
yelling obscenities at her best friend.
The door opened
faster than she expected, and… was that a smirk on Ed’s face? There she was,
worrying like crazy about him, and that bastard was laughing at her… Oh, where
was her trusty wrench when she needed it the most?
While she was
trying to find one from one of her pockets, she was too busy to notice that the
boy was, once again, really close to her. There was only an inch between their
noses when she looked up and Ed opened his mouth to ask:
“Did you just call
me an asshole?”
“What if I did?”
“Then I’d say I
probably deserved it.” he continued with a teasing tone. He had a weird fire in
his eyes, one that made Winry feel butterflies in her stomach for who knows
what reason.
“You bet you did,”
she answered, although she had already forgotten why she had been so angry. The
truth was, her face was feeling hot and her heart was racing too fast too, as
she was expecting his next move.
Ed took one more
step closer, and lifted Winry’s chin with one of his hands, so she was staring right
at him, leaned his head forward, touching her nose with his, his other hand burying
itself in her hair… and then…
The front door opened.
Ed let out a quiet curse, realizing what had almost happened, but pulled his
friend into his room before Pinako could spot them standing like that in the
hallway.
“Uh, Ed? What the
hell was that?” Winry managed to say through panting once they were inside the
boys’ room.
Ed let go of Winry’s
arm and stuttered: “I don’t kn.. it’s just… ugh, you’re just so hot when you’re
angry.”
“I… WHAT? What did
you just say?”
“You heard it,” he
mumbled, his confidence sucked by the arrival of Granny Pinako.
“You can’t just
first shut me out like you did earlier and then… almost kiss me! Seriously, Ed,
what is your problem?”
“Honestly? I don’t
even know myself,” he admitted, and sank down on his bed. There was that
miserable expression again, and Winry started thinking she had been too harsh
on him. If Ed wasn’t able to tell… then she should try to be supportive instead
of sounding so forceful.
She sat down next
to him, nudging him with her shoulder a little bit.
“Hey… is this
about Al?”
“What about him?”
Ed raised his eyebrow, surprised by how well this girl knew him.
“I think your mood
changed after he received that letter he didn’t want to talk about…” It was
more of a question than a statement, and she looked at him expectantly.
“Maybe…”
“Hey, it’s OK, I
promise. I won’t judge. I just want to know, because I want to help you.”
Winry wasn’t
really expecting Ed to answer, but suddenly he blurted out: “It’s that… he
already has plans! He knows what he wants to do once he’s recovered enough to travel
and study and work. He even has that bean girl waiting for him in Xing. And he’s
only 16!”
“But isn’t that…”
Winry tried to comment but Ed spoke again.
“Then also… I’ve
been looking after him ever since our mum died… It feels so weird that he doesn’t
need me anymore.”
“Uh, not to be
rude, but… which part of this can I not understand?” she asked, referring to
their earlier conversation.
“You’ve always
been independent… You too know what you want to do with your life. How would
you know what it feels to be left with… nothing? I don’t have my alchemy, Al
will have his own life without me in it, and… there’s only one thing I know I
want to do in the future. The rest? I have no fucking idea.”
“You’re right that
I haven’t experienced the exact same things you have, but what makes you think you’d
be alone? Al will always be your brother no matter where he is. And then… you
have granny. And Den. And all those friends you made while traveling? And then
there’s… me.” The blush returned on her face when she said the last part.
A heavy silence
fell between the two of them, and they simply kept looking at each other for a
while. Ed inched his right hand forward slowly, and finally it found Winry’s
hand. She took it, and rubbed it against her cheek for a little while.
“Have I told you…
how happy I am that you got this back? You know… you were able to return Al
back into his own body… and got your arm back… even though no one else has ever
done anything like that.” Ed looked at her in confusion, not seeing her point,
so she continued: “What I’m trying to say is that if you can do that, you can
do a lot of awesome things in the future… even if you don’t know what exactly that
is yet.”
Ed was now as red
as Winry was, but his eyes looked soft when he said: “Thank you, Win.”
“No problem,” she
gave him a little smile. “Hey, can I ask you what was that one plan you already
have?”
“No,” he shook his
head, “but… I’m gonna show you.”
“Oh?”
“It’s this.”
He let go of her
hand and moved one of his behind her neck, stroking it slowly. Winry felt
chills in her spine at the touch. Then the thumb of his other hand traced her
jaw, and she let out a soft hum. Finally, he touched her lips with his fingers
briefly, but before she knew it, he moved forward and replaced the fingers with
his lips. It was brief, but soft, a kiss that left you wishing more, but just
when Ed got the courage to slip his tongue out to deepen the kiss, the couple
were interrupted by steps on the stairs, and the bedroom door opened only
moments after.
“Al?” Ed turned
his head to see the intruder.
“It’s about time,
brother! I thought you’d never do it!” he exclaimed, and Ed didn’t have to ask what
he meant. Oh, he knew.
“And who are you
to talk? How’s the bean girl doing?” was his response.
“On the other hand…
Winry, I think you could do better,” Al shook his head before started laughing uncontrollably,
until Ed rose from the bed taking a pillow with him. Not before slipping one more
quick kiss on Winry’s lips, though.
“I’ll be back!” he
promised. “After I’ve killed my brother, that is!”





