The lovely @criis55 tagged me to choose which 3 fictional characters remind me of myself the most and here’s what I came up with:

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Anna from Frozen

(going for a Disney Princess first since you did that too) I feel so many people who have watched Frozen prefer Elsa over Anna, but I was never one of them. I think the reason for that is because I could relate to her. I’m also goofy, snarky, kinda lonely and tbh probably so love starved that I would say yes to the first person asking me to marry them. Don’t try that tho :P)

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Edward Elric

Not gonna lie, one part of me also wants to answer Winry (because we do share some similarities as well), but maybe I’m gonna have to go for Ed anyway. The number one reason for that is our shared hatred for our shortness. I have always felt so insecure about it and have been in (verbal) fights because of height related stuff when I was younger. I do also admit that I have a short temper which I’m trying my best to keep inside me tho. Also, if I had an automail, you bet it wouldn’t stay in one piece for more than a week 😀 

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Mary Bennet from the Lizzie Bennet Diaries

Honestly, I haven’t watched LTBD in years but when I saw the Mary episodes, I remember being like “wow finally a character I can relate to”. On the outside I’m not as emo as she is, but we are both sassy, shy/awkward with people and love books! 

This was fun! I feel most of the people I know here have probably been tagged, but if you haven’t, feel free to do this (and tag me so I can see your answers)!

edxwin-elric:

kittykatz009:

drrockbell:

makepretendprincess:

Aight people listen up. I’m sick as heck and need some good Ed/Winry fics to read. Send me links or titles pls and thank you

First my all time favorite!

Perfect Blood by c.mary.c it’s an AU and she has several companion pieces to go with it and another completed story, The Awful Truth of Suffering.

Princess Bride by mediafan. Also an AU and she has written more for them such as Little Lambs and is currently working Kingdom.

Some more writers with some one shots are Yellow Mask, Zuppi, and Poisoned Scarlet, Bookwrm389, Evil Little Dog, HaganeNeko, Inuchron. All of them can be found on fanfiction.net

I am currently reading When Edward Visits by bloodydeath2002 and Convergence by Le Confidant.

Some notable ones are

Lucid Dreaming by DivineRose2392,

Due Date by Koutonori,

A History of Love by LackLuster99,

Dancing in the Rain by windwhisperer,

Permission by Asha3,

When Waiting is Done by SorainaSkye

We also have wonderful writers here on tumblr!

@winryofresembool @kittykatz009 @luffywhatelse @edxwin-elric (can also be found on fan fiction.net) @wrongnote (can also be found on fanfiction.net)

Goodness! I feel like I’m just scratching the surface here!

When in doubt, you can sort the fanfics by favs of follows and work your way down the rainbow.

People, feel free to add to this, if there’s more that I’ve missed! It’s a big fandom!

Ahhh an honorable mention! Thanks friend!

@winryofresembool Love Can Melt the Ice is great! It’s located on tumblr. She posted the newest chapter but has links to previous ones. She also has a bunch of cute oneshots on her blog. Check them out!

AO3 has hangonsilvergirl’s It’s Not A Big Deal. I highly recommend that one!

If you’re into nsfw, the-wendy-hamlet’s The Morning After on AO3 is great.

Anything by Edxwin-elric is fantastic and I highly recommend.

I also am reading When Edward Visits and it is great!

Hope this helps some!

(P.S. I can be found on fanfic.net and AO3 under the same URL if you wanna read my own stuff there)

Okay, so first, thank you @drrockbell for mentioning me!!

And also, here are my contributions to this fic rec post.

A link to my running tag of edwin fic recs. (X)

(Sorry if this is too much self-promotion, but I wrote these, and I like them.) So a link to my edwin fics–ao3 and ffn links are located in each post. (X)

And fics I love:

It’s Not A Big Deal by @hangonsilvergirl – This one has already been mentioned several times, but I cannot stress enough how excellent it is.

I’ll Try by @wrongnote – an angsty fic that is also so sweet

Soaking in the Sun by @queenwinry – a lovely Edwin mermaid au fic

Reign and Sovereign also by @queenwinry (on ffn) – A medieval au and sequel that’s more Royai centered, but has good amounts of Edwin

Love Can Melt The Ice by @winryofresembool – I know this one has already been mentioned several times also, but a link never hurts

Midnight Mechanic by Angelhart79 (on ffn) – a sexy/fluffy Edwin fic

Apple Pie Makes Babies by inulovinkit – an angsty/fluffy pregwin fic

All of the fics by HaganeNeko on ao3. I know she’s already been mentioned, but her work is excellent. (X) The link is to her ao3 profile.

Would you consider doing anything for any other Ed ships, such as Edling

I’m gonna let these events speak for me (cut because a lot of gifs):

And ofc the most solid hug in the anime history :3

and ofc this:

Real talk: I just like that ship above too damn much. There’s ofc nothing wrong with shipping Ed // ling and technically I probably could do that, but I am writing fics first and foremost for myself, and I simply am not invested enough to write about other Ed ships. It wouldn’t be a good fic if the reader could see the author doesn’t care.

EdWin ficlet: A Letter to Winry

drrockbell:

winryofresembool:

Happy birthday @randomlyopeneddictionary​!! I was planning to draw for you at first, but then I saw @drrockbell‘s beautiful (and sad) fic and decided that I wanted to write down Ed’s thoughts as well. And since I know you like LCMTI, I thought why not. I imagine Ed wrote this letter right after the events of chapter 16,  but he wasn’t actually going to give it to Winry (hence why the language he wouldn’t use otherwise). How she will learn to know about it, though, will probably be a story for another time 😉 Stay tuned and R&R (read and review, not rest&relax) because some encouragement would be much needed.

Words: 930+

Warnings: probs a couple of swear words because Ed is Ed.

Genre: fluff


Winry,

Words have
always been difficult to me.

Even though
you already know my darkest secrets, there’s still so much I haven’t told you.
I wish I could say these things out loud, but every time I try, the words… they
get stuck in my throat. That’s why I’m writing this letter, because writing my
thoughts on this paper, I have time to consider how to express myself without
making myself an idiot or saying something I might regret soon. Well, I guess I’m
still an idiot, but hopefully an idiot you like? Even though I don’t quite
understand why.

OK, on to
the actual topic of this letter, I guess. Before the Olympics, I was in a bad
place. This is probably a cliched expression, but I was alone in a locker room
full of people, and only a couple of people (mostly: Al) managed to break
through that invisible barrier that I had created. My dad tried, my teammates
tried, many girls who just cared about my hockey player status tried. I don’t
know why I just said that, but I guess I want to be honest with you. I didn’t
understand why I didn’t like any of them, even before finding out how shallow
some of them were, but now I know. They weren’t you.

Keep reading

:0 I can’t believe one of the popular EdWin writers was actully inspired by something I wrote!😍

This letter was beautiful and was a perfect companion piece to your story.

I love your little details, like not putting ‘dear’ before Winry’s name, admitting that he can’t find the words, and the climax when he admits more to himself than her that he loves her.

I see he’s getting more and more comfortable writing as the letter goes on and I honestly feel so bad for him because he can’t vocalize what he means.

It’s a beautiful thing that he sees how important their relationship is and that this is not only a reflection of him and her, but also of his life until this point.

So much detail in a letter.

Amazing work!❤️

I don’t have words to describe how sweet your message is :’) Honestly, I loved your fic and I love all your EdWin headcanons etc so it’s really no wonder you inspired me! 

I’m glad you noticed those details! I tried my best to think of what he would and wouldn’t say 🙂 Either way, he’s gotten quite far from the beginning situation and I can’t wait to share the rest with you guys. 

Thank you ♥ This literally made my day!!

drrockbell:

luffywhatelse:

theothardus:

drrockbell:

luffywhatelse:

theothardus:

drrockbell:

theothardus:

drrockbell:

So this has been something that I have wanted to talk since the THE DAY the opening came out years ago. I found it so interesting and angsty that it was Winry who Ed saw as Truth. I know a lot people took it as a quick ship moment, but I always thought there was a little bit more, but I didn’t know why.

A few months ago I looked up “Truth Winry” and then I found the above notes, specifically the last bullet point. I watched the opening at 0.25X speed and, sure enough, every homunculus except Greed shows up. There is a 7th character, but it’s Kimblee, not Greed.

(credit to alchemeia for creating this gif)

I always thought that this was Hohenheim, but nope. It’s Ed with all of the sins, except Greed coming out if him.

This goes back to Greed saying that Winry was his kind of woman, with Ed saying that kind of wanting is dangerous. And even goes back to a post I made based on the light novels, in which Ed thinks about his reasoning for putting Winry at a distance is because he is afraid he would stop his research to stay with her and Pinako.

Throughout the series, we see Edward thinking of family, seeing symbols of it, and believing that Al was the only family he had. It’s not until after Ed and Al meet the Fuherer’s family that we see a change. Bradley says that even he has a family waiting for him, which is quite different from Ed’s own. Now, Ed immediately thinks of Winry and Pinako also.

In conclusion to all this, Edward loves family more than anything and is quite greedy when it comes to wanting to protect them and keep them. Edward finally acknowledges that Winry is family to him and he reacts violently at the thought of her being threatened. His greed to keep her (and others) safe has led him to get critically injured, but it also keeps him strong.

Winry is his Truth, because she made him realize that he doesn’t need to be on his own and there is a hope for him to have a new family in the future, but because of his desire to keep all of this, she is also his Greed.

Note: If anyone thinks I’m wrong, or has a different opinion, I would love to hear them! And this goes for any analysis I make. I’d love to hear you’re thoughts.

Well thought analysis. I like the reflection of when Ed tells Greed “that kind of wanting is dangerous” alluding to his comment about Winry. I always wondered about it.

Ed does keep Winry at arm’s length a lot (of course this develops less and less later on), and it would seem obvious that it is because he is too focused on Al and their mission, plus he knows the path they are on is dangerous and wouldn’t want to involve her in that, but it’s interesting to think he may actually fear loosing his resolve if he didn’t keep her at a distance.

Yes, she is family so this could be for strict familial reasons, and family does make Ed happy, but all of this sounds very familiar to romantic relationships. Romantic love can make you shift your priorities and not think straight, even if it is with the right person, so I wonder if these are first signs of romantic love he has for her that he doesn’t realize yet?

Or maybe I’m overthinking and need to go home. LOL.

Yep, there’s actually a scene in the light novels (which are all confirmed canon) where Ed admits internally to the real reason he tries not visit Resembool too often

I’m starting to get a bit worried people thought I was only talking about Winry in a strict family way.

I was actually trying to explain Winry is his family the same way a husband and wife are family and the fact that they are close childhood friends. Besides Al, she’s his strongest bond, and for so many different reasons.

And what you said about romantic love not making people think straight, is something I’ve been thinking about for a while.

I noticed, especially in the manga, that the one time Edward actually threatens to kill someone and means it, is when Scar confronts Winry in the alley.

Romantic love always seems to provoke much different feelings of anger, despair, joy, and excitement, than any other type of bond, and I think this is something we can all relate to on some level.

It seems like in regards to her, Edward’s morals, thoughts, and actions shift dramatically, and that’s a really interesting detail.

Man, I need to read the light novels.

Rest assured I knew what you mean; the way I think of Ed and Winry’s relationship is they have a foundation, a familial friendship, that develops into romantic love. As the series goes on, they share some pivotal experiences, all the while emotionally and physically maturing. This is one of the reasons I ship them so hard. They have a basis for what I think it really means to be in love (since the term gets used so loosely in my personal opinion).

You made a good point about the Scar scene. I can 100% relate to the irrational thinking romantic love can cause, so I could empathize that Ed would feel the way he does regarding her and returning home, but it is very interesting considering he is a pretty rational and determined individual in other aspects, which is really what we see when we are first introduced to his character.

I think that everything revolves around the lesson of the Truth.

In the opening Winry/Truth escapes from his hands, he can’t grasp her and suffers. It symbolizes both the fact that he hasn’t come to the head of the situation yet, and the fact that all of this keeps him away from what he really wants: that is (a bit like his father) a family, Winry, etc. All those things that he doesn’t allow himself to get, at first because he doesn’t think he deserves them, then because, according to him, wanting too much you can lose everything, as he tells Greed. It’s true that romantic love can distract him from his “mission”. And it’s possible that he’s afraid of it. Even if I think that, as I said, it’s the life he has chosen for himself – sacrificed, in search of a solution that he didn’t even know whether it really exists – to take him away from a boy of his age’s normal life, with his affections, his house etc.

So the truth remains the same: you’re a human and you must accept your condition, without wanting to play God. And if you haven’t understood, you’re losing what is true happiness for a human being (that is the warmth of a family and the love of the woman you love). If you continue to greedily (!!) want more than you can humanly obtain, not only you won’t enjoy what you have but you risk losing it permanently. Like it happened to Van Hohenheim, who, at the end of his life, really realized that the best thing he did in his life was to love Trisha and give birth to their two children (who then happens to save the world). What he has done with his human part and not as an alchemist.

Alchemy is not meant to make you get anything you want. It’s made of balance like nature itself. So the spasmodic search for what you can’t have will lead you to be lonely and unhappy. You must accept what nature takes away from you and give value to what you have as a human being.

So many contributions😍

I’m glad that I was clear on the family-romance thing; I saw some other tags on another reblog, and it made me worried.

And still on the subject of Greed, I got to thinking about how the distance Ed put between himself and Winry in the beginning changed dramatically as time went on.

His greed to keep her safe from the beginning caused her to be put in a hostage situation, and it’s then we see him finally give in. It’s as if he let go of some of his greed for the sake of HER, not his own feelings. The key symbol is how angry and frustrated he is with her plan at Briggs, but he puts it aside for her well being, even though he’s still seething inside. Imagine if his greediness made him force her to stay. Kimblee would have killed her and Ed would have lost everything. (Personally I think this is a nice fanfic waiting to happen)

We also need to remember that this exact same layout occurred between Hohenheim and Trisha, (As in a man tries to handle the situation on his own and makes the decision by himself, disregarding the woman’s feelings and choices). The difference was Hohenheim allowed his own selfishness to take over and Trisha paid the price for it.

And what @luffywhatelse said about the similarities between Ed and Hoheheim were so spot on. Hohenheim wanted and claimed, but allowed his own fears to engulf himself and abandon his family.

When it comes to greed in romance, you have an extreme of possessiveness and jealousy. Now we all know that Edward is far from being manipulative and abusive towards her, but there is one aspect about her that he was so controlling about, and that was her safety and ignorance. His way of controlling her was shutting her out, because he hoped that she wouldn’t be able to exist in his dangerous second life. The only thing is, he can’t control his enemies and their knowledge.

A theme here is of how a boy refuses to be like his father and learns to let go of control. Edward starts out like that, but he actually learns and forces himself to change for other people.

I feel like this is one of the major subtle things in FMAB and the manga that no one really puts together. And from all the different things people are bringing up, there are SO many different aspects to this one theme regarding this couple and that’s just amazing.

And people say Brotherhood had no subtlety 😂

You basically put it into words I could not. The relationship between Ed and Winry is subtle in my opinion, at least compared to your average love interests. Even when Ed does his little proposal at the train station, he uses alchemical metaphors to say what he wants.

In 2003, on the other hand, any possibility of complexity beyond friends was subtle. Nonetheless, even before Brotherhood came out, there was something about the two as love interests that I liked. Once I did watch Brotherhood, I always wanted to say what you just said about a major difference between the two versions, because it is WORLDS apart regarding where Ed is at in the end, but I always questioned, how did he get there? What choices did he make that made him differ from his ‘03 self? And it was what you just said.

What @luffywhatelse said:  “You must accept what nature takes away from you and give value to what you have as a human being.” That’s what I think is missing from ‘03 Ed. A major theme of Ed in both versions is his inability to accept death, or bad things that happen to good people in general, and wanting to cling to equivalent exchange. But in the manga/brotherhood, he embraces the humility of being human and comes to accept love and support from his family and friends. Winry further validates Ed and Al’s new hypothesis of overturning equivalent exchange, wanting to give her all to him. He lets the people in his life, especially Winry, influence him for the better, rather than shutting them out.

I like how you, @drrockbell, approach the concept of greed to possessiveness. And I’d like to emphasize how Edward makes a clear distinction between the two things. Just when he answers to Greedling, he has just told Winry to hide herself and save Pinako and Den (so he showed how he’s a possessive, apprehensive and protective man) but at the same time he thinks that Winry’s attitude is greedy. Because she stubbornly and impractically wants him to save everyone (he understands only later, before leaving, that she was trying to tell him not to be pessimistic from the beginning and to be the Edward who fights tooth and nail even in hopeless situations because it’s the only way to get a chance to win – and it’s also a way to tell Ed that she will never abandon him). According to Ed, “greed” means to crave happiness, perfection, more than what is necessary to live. And he doesn’t want to be like that. Despite this, he’s still possessive and jealous of Winry. We see in many scenes how he acts like a jealous boyfriend or as if he has decided that Winry is his woman from the beginning, even if he’s terribly embarassed to admit it even to himself (maybe I talk about this in another post). It’s like he’s led to be like his father but he strives not to be. He succeeds also thanks to his life experience: he saw his mother’s emotional suffering even before the physical one and then two women put him back on his feet. He could never fail to recognize how much they are worth and how much they deserve respect and he knows that he cannot do everything by himself.

Surely, as you two said, unlike Hohenheim, Ed realized that he can’t keep control of all the variables and keep Winry locked up in a case but, above all, he can’t decide for her, the way Hohenheim did with Trisha.

I don’t want to say that Hohenheim didn’t respect Trisha or women in general. In fact, he respects her even for the fact that she has carried out two pregnancies. But he wants to take charge of all the responsibility, of all the evil; he feels it’s all his fault. Exactly as Edward thought at the start, he felt guilty for Alphonse and for everything. Only then, he understands that he doesn’t have to do everything by himself and that everyone is free to choose to stand by him and help him. Including Winry.

To continue what @theothardus said, Winry makes Ed realize that the equivalent exchange doesn’t apply to everything in life. Definitely not to feelings because she wants to love him – and she has always loved him – unconditionally.

I am SO happy other people saw what I did. It’s so easy to write this couple off as stereotypical and plain simply because they are young, extroverted, and bicker a lot.

But this doesn’t even scratch the surface of their relationship.

For example, Roy and Riza are mature and formal on the surface, and really only the audience cab see that there is joking and light moments between the two. This is what makes them subtle.

Ed and Winry’s subtlety comes from the moment in Briggs. Getting down to business and talking to each other more like partners than childhood friends. Learning to let go and accept. Using eye contact and body language to communicate their feelings and choices.

It truly takes a very strong mind to understand the dynamics of EdWin. I just see far too many people treating it innocent as if it’s simple puppy love. But that is so wrong. This couple is the most dynamic, with the most growth and development in the entire show.

kuro-21:

Years after years, life goes on. But we all interact with each other in the end. We will all die in the end, from immortal or mortal. That’s what makes us humans after all. We must protect our fragile little world, even if it’s cruel and merciless.” – Unknown 

I told ya I would draw self indulgent stuff today and I did. The first one was supposed to be an illustration of a certain scene in my ice skating au, but I kiinda forgot Ed’s automail. The second one obviously isn’t ice skating au because of reasons :’D 

Cuddling OTP is the best OTP!

Answers

Tagged by: @kittykatz009, thank you so much friend!

Ten people I want to learn more about: I should probably tag someone but I don’t really know a lot of people (who haven’t been tagged yet)? :s

Name: Ti(i)a

Star sign: Taurus af

Height: 150 cm </3 I feel Ed’s pain

Middle name: not comfy enough to say it 

Put your music on shuffle. What are the first four songs that come on?:

I don’t have the kind of playlists that would make this interesting, mostly anime music and such… so I’m gonna skip this. 

Grab the nearest book, page 23, line 17: “Hagridin hartiat hytkyivät, professori McGarmiwa räpytti vimmatusti silmiään ja Dumbledoren silmistä oli sammunut niissä yleensä tuikkiva valo.” (The Finnish translation of Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone.

Have you ever had a song or a poem written about you: I wish 😀

When did you last play air guitar?: I don’t really do that (at least often), I’m lame :–D

Celebrity crush: Currently? No one (let’s talk about fictional characters tho…)

What’s a sound you hate and a sound you love?: 1) thunder and 2) rain/water streaming

Do you believe in ghosts?: uhh I’d rather not (I might still, a little bit)

What about aliens?: it’s a huge, endless universe out there, are we really the only living creatures in the entire universe? Yea, most likely not 😛

Do you drive?: nuh. Don’t want to put others into danger xD

If you drive, have you ever crashed?: –

What’s the last book you read?: Oh boy can I answer FMA manga vol 6? Bc that’s the honest answer.

Do you like the smell of gasoline?: Sort of :S

What’s the last movie you saw?: Finding Dory!

Worst injury you’ve ever had?: hitting my head on the concrete after falling on a bike, had to get stitches and I still have a scar in my eyebrow.

Any current obsessions?: FMA ♥ Also Pokémon, sort of.

Do you hold grudges against those who wronged you?: hmmm yeah kinda. (Altho I’m not usually mad too long, depends)

Are you in a relationship?: I’m only married to my ships tbh.